(Headers and Disclaimers in Chapter One) Chapter 14 of 20 After two days in the infirmary Scully understood why Dr. Otis said her feet were killing her. Scully couldn't wait to prop them up. She returned to the cell, lay on the bunk and elevated her feet. In all the work of administering shots, sutures, exams, weeding out malingers from those genuinely ill, Scully hadn't the time to reflect on Water's visit or last night's illusions. Above her loud sigh of relief she heard snickering from the door of the cell. She raised her head to see Laquintia and a friend standing outside. Since inmates were not permitted to visit in each other's cells, they only leaned against the bars outside and peered in. "Don't get up. That such a nice picture," Laquintia said. "You go to hell for lying," Scully said and swung her legs off the bed. "This fool can't read," Laquintia said. The woman folded her arms in defiance. "Can read a little." "Did you sign up for the adult literacy program here?" Scully said. "It full." "It is full," Scully said. "Well. Have you always read 'a little' or did you once know how to read a lot and have now forgotten?" "I ain't like you, Mama. I never knowed." Scully bit back a correction and instead said, "Laquintia, if I can requisition books for you to use, you teach her. You read fairly well." Laquintia grinned. "If she ain't too dumb, Scully." "Shut up!" the woman said. She hung around a minute, then wandered down the row to speak to another inmate. "Bernice still ain't happy," said Laquintia. "I'm sorry to hear it," Scully said. "She say you won't give none of us our splits." Scully leaned against the bars and arched her eyebrows. "When Bernice and Zelda goes to do a job, we all gits a cut. We got families live off that. Now you come and we wanna know if we still gits to keep part of the money?" "I don't know of any thing in the works," Scully said. "Then how cum Bernice and Zelda got they cards already!" "Nothing happens without me." "Bernice say we got to all git ready to make sure you gets yur beauty sleep." "Bernice," said Scully with a touch of ice in her tone, "controls nothing. Not even herself." Laquintia reiterated. "She ain't happy." Into Scully's disdain she added, "Jest so's you know." "Laquintia, how do you get your money?" "I dunno. It come like magic in my mamma's bank." "Electronic transfer?" Laquintia shrugged. "Would you please find Zelda for me?" Scully's forehead crinkled in concentration. She walked slowly on aching feet to the sink, found a washcloth and rinsed it out. As soon as Laquintia disappeared Scully picked up Zelda's cards on the shelf by the sink and rifled through them. The cards that purported to be advertisements dealt in everything from art to antiques to department store sales. Tuesday was the 12th. The last card offered an odd 12 to 23 percent off. Obviously, the robbery must occur between the 12th and the 23rd. One card was antiques and art. The card before was a stock of white linen sale. Another told them to bank on bargains at Virgil's Department store. And before that a starving artist's getaway in Florida. The names on the cards were strange-yet oddly familiar. It would come to her in a minute. She replaced the cards in order knowing there was something in them she had missed. When Zelda came in, Scully said, "Beauty sleep?" "Oh, yeah. I was going to explain tonight," Zelda said. "I alluded to it earlier. Rather important for us not to be disturbed when we leave our physical bodies. Moving them, disturbing them too much could result in-" "Not coming back," Scully said. "How did you know I wouldn't try to wake you one night when you were off seeing the Bahamas or-or attending the Metropolitan Opera?" "You were too confused - and since you don't get enough yourself, you value sleep too much to disturb someone else." "When the authorities found Michael's body, they moved it, didn't they? That's why he couldn't find his way back." "I begged them to leave him alone. Now he's buried, decayed -- lost." "Except when he comes to you," Scully said. "Except then." She hopped up on her bunk in one jump and let her legs dangle off the edge. "As long as we're telling secrets, tell me how you plan to stop this." "Stop what?" "Our robbery of Lipscomb's Auction House. We have our window of time. We have the drop-off site. We'll get pictures of the men involved in a few days in department store sales catalogues, and - woo-wooo -- the ghosts strike again," Zelda said. "When were you planning to tell me?" "When you couldn't stop it." Scully scoffed. "Why should I even try?" "Because that's what you will think you have to do." "No, no," Scully shook her head fiercely. "I don't believe that. I don't have any memory of-of an undercover operation. I have no memory of a deal, a plan - nothing." "People have lots of things buried in their minds. Things they can't deal with. Things they're afraid of." "I don't believe my purpose is to stop a robbery," Scully said. "I didn't say that's what you were sent to do. I said that's what you think you have to do." Scully leaned against Zelda's bunk and chewed on her knuckle. "Why would I put myself in such a position? For a robbery conviction? I can't imagine." "And you have a vivid imagination," said Zelda. "What do you value?" Scully still fumed. "I do this because Bernice will have Scott murdered if I don't. I value his life above everything else." "Why didn't you tell me?" "Why? What can you do about it?" Zelda laughed. "I only meant for this to be a one-time deal." She ran her fingers through her hair. "I had what I wanted - Scott's college money. The next time the card came... but Bernice didn't want to quit. It was powerful for her. She has friends, co-workers on the outside-" Scully sagged onto her bunk and Zelda said, "What do you value most? Until you can answer that, you won't know why you're here." "Is-is it Bernice?" Zelda laughed. "Oh no. But she likes it. It-it feeds her. I took her with me that first time. She'd been learning to fly. She was quite capable. It was a mistake. A terrible, terrible mistake. She's very good and works at it all the time." "But it changed her." Zelda nodded. "She's been trying to teach Angela and, well, you saw for yourself how that's working out. I think Bernice's about to give up and--" "Then who is it?" "I don't know," Zelda's answer was tentative. Scully looked askance. "I don't. Bernice and I get these postcards-" "Even the first time with the-" Scully realized she had no idea where it had all started. "The insurance company in upstate New York. It was so simple, so easy. I could even rationalize it. Who likes the blood-sucking insurance companies?" said Zelda. "It hardly bothered me at all. The first sin led to all the others: the theory of Original Sin demonstrated in modern, everyday life." "A postcard?" Zelda beamed. "Right. In code, of course." She leaned over, took several off the shelf, and handed them to Scully. This time Scully saw it immediately. "Pig Latin!" "The name of the target - and maybe some pertinent data about the target -- is always in pig-Latin," Zelda said. "Looks like a misprint or, in some cases, just an odd name. The ranges of dates are the prices or sale discounts. A child could see it - I picked up on it the first time I saw one. My mother and I used to use pig-Latin at home when I was little when we didn't want my grandmother to know something. A game. Something between us two. I thought we were so clever. My mother's diary, her book, the last thing she touched, inscribed to me, written in pig Latin--our special language. Her last present to me." "You believe your mother is involved?" "My mother is dead. I just don't know how." "Who would know about it, then?" Zelda seemed to give the matter some thought. "I don't know. And I have considered the question more than once. I think now it must be Henry Donaldson." Scully took a few thoughtful steps then said, "You know Henry Donaldson was with your mother when she died in Vietnam?" "I discovered it last night. With Mulder. I might have learned more from Donaldson's file if you hadn't had your mind - and that boy's hands - on something else! Last night is a perfect example of why mother said it was dangerous for two women to occupy the mind of a one man." Scully was no mood to be teased. "You knew about Donaldson and your mother before." "I never knew his name. The military never told me." "Do you also know Henry Donaldson was instrumental in my incarceration?" Zelda shook her head. "But I knew he prosecuted Bernice. He was on her case a long time." "Donaldson," Scully said. "He must be the accomplice who picks up the proceeds from the robberies." "Not necessarily. Once I was taking bonds to a drop-off site outside a brokerage house and I saw someone in the shadows there. I didn't think it was a man. Too small, short-" "Another accomplice? A stranger? A homeless person?" "Could have been anyone." Zelda shrugged. "Just an impression. I was a little busy -and in some else's body. Frankly, I was more concerned that the body I was visiting could be in danger. Can't stay outside a mortal body very long or -" Scully knew or what. "Turns out that person did me a favor - started screaming and that warned me the police had arrived. The police might have shot me-the body, I mean. Can't hover very long. And you can't at all, Dana. Not for years." "I just want to defend myself," Scully said. "No more -- incidents." "Well, you've got some exercises to toughen up. In a pinch you could fly - provided you could apply pressure points and he was a, well, suitable host. I wouldn't try anything - or anyone - ambitious just yet," Zelda said. "Practice, Dana, practice. If you want to come with us, practice." Scully stopped pacing and closed her eyes. "I-It's a terrible responsibility." "You're still afraid of it." "A healthy fear," Scully said. "Mingled with a degree of disbelief." Finally Zelda said, "There's something I haven't told you. Something I've known for a long time. I should take a third on this next trip." Horrified Scully said, "Me?" "Sure can't be Angela. We could do the job with two, but that would put us -- and the men we've chosen to invade -- at risk. Bernice's solution is to kill the third guard. I can't do that. Come with us, Dana." "No." But she felt a tug, a pull on her to agree. Intuition. Aloud she said, "How is this going to help?" Zelda shrugged. Her legs swung back and forth on the bunk. "About the split?" "Oh yeah. The families of the women in the pod - all 12 - get some help from these robberies. Besides the college fund, Scott has a trust- so he won't be a financial burden to you." Scully put her hands on Zelda's knees. "I would never consider your son a burden. You have my promise. I will keep him safe until you come for him." "You can't give your heart to him if you believe I'll come and take him away," Zelda said. "I won't come for him, Dana." "Someday." Scully's hands gripped Zelda's knees. "I said he was yours and that's what I meant. You have Yahweh's Hand on you. I could see it when they brought you in. On the day you know I've told you the truth, remember your promise." Scully began a thoughtful pacing of the cell. Zelda resumed swinging her legs back and forth and humming an absent- minded tune. Then she glanced at the clock in the corridor and slipped off the bunk. "Oops. Time for my soap," she said. "'Like sands through an hourglass'.." Scully bit her knuckle, lost in thought. She was missing something. Something Mulder would see. Something that Mulder needed to know. Gradually it dawned on Scully that what she wanted most, what she valued most -- was the one thing she shouldn't have: communication with Mulder. *************** "I'm beat," Clare Otis said. She dropped a pen on her desk and rubbed her eyes. "What did we see, half the population today?" Scully plopped down on a chair next to Dr. Otis. "We've got a possibly appendicitis -- and one tonsillitis I wouldn't send back to the population just yet." "Did you give the tonsillitis an antibiotic?" "She needs one, but I have to have the key to the medicine cabinet," Scully said. She watched carefully as Clare logged off her computer, unplugged the mouse and put it in the desk drawer. Scully had been observing Clare Otis log on and off for several days and now she thought she had the passwords and codes memorized. "And you have to leave word that I'll have to give her another injection during early morning clinic." "Okay. Here." Clare tossed her the medicine cabinet keys. She watched as Scully unlocked the door, selected the medicine and stood back to allow Clare to see everything she was doing. Clare seemed to appreciate that Scully honored the need for supervision and didn't make the situation too awkward. Scully disappeared behind a curtain and presently emerged with a used syringe and empty vial in her hand. She tossed them away and peeled off her latex gloves to dispose in the biohazard waste bin where Clare could observe. Seeing everything was in order, Clare picked up her things and started to leave. Scully waited until Clare cleared the first door before she called, "Dr. Otis. Your keys." She held them up. Clare tossed her a key chain through the bars. "Lock them up in the desk drawer. I'm running late." Scully unlocked the drawer and hastily dropped the keys into the drawer. Before she closed it she ran her hand over the drawer lock, stuffing it with yellow gummy stic from her finger and preventing it from catching when she closed it. She walked the key chain to the doctor. "Why aren't you tired?" Clare grunted as she accepted the keys through the bars. "Must be nice to be young." "If it's alright, I'm going to check in on curtain four once more. I think she's more scared than sick, but--" Scully said. "I'll leave word. Don't be too long," Dr. Otis said. "Oh.. you won't be here tomorrow. You have to go to Washington." Clare groaned. "Amazing how quickly I got used to having you around. See you in a few days. Good luck." "Thank you," Scully said. It was a relatively simple matter to time the rotation of the infirmary cameras, unlock the desk drawer and access the computer. When the camera swept the area the guard only observed Scully next to the desk pouring over a chart. He could not see the mouse had been reattached and the monitor was on. Scully logged on with Dr. Otis' passwords and numbers, then signed Into her email account. Hurriedly she wrote to Mulder: "12th to 23rd. Lipscomb's Auction House. Donaldson." She had scarcely scrapped off the yellow gum from the lock and secured the desk drawer when the night officer strolled through the infirmary. "Doc says you shouldn't stay late," he said. His eyes roved the office, clearly showing his distrust of Scully and his belief that she shouldn't be here. "What are you doing?" "Charts," Scully said, swallowing hard. Her heart raced. "I had to finish them. Who's checking on the patients tonight." "I am. There's a problem, you'll be the first to know. Let's go," the officer said. She hid the residue from the yellow gummy stic in her palm. Just before they left the infirmary the officer gave her a perfunctory frisk and let her go. *********************** A disinterested guard in a sweat-soaked blue uniform helped Scully out of the prison van into the garage for the Washington jail. The stuffy burnt oil and trapped carbon monoxide smell reminded her of the FBI parking garage the morning Mulder left. She'd been thinking about forests and wilderness training when she walked in to work that day. The day Skinner called her into his office and suspended her. Her feet were chained together; her sore wrists and feet secured to her waist through a loop on her leather belt restrain. The belt around her waist was too tight and pressed under her diaphragm, making it necessary for her to take small, shallow breaths. Scully mentioned it once to an apparently deaf prison guard who was riding shotgun, then resigned herself to suffer in silence. She paused after getting down from the van to straighten the ankle chain. Even so she would be ridiculous hobbling along. She did not dismiss this as procedure, instead understood it as part of the continuing attack on her spirit. She recalled with dismay how well it had worked earlier. Before taking that first awkward step she felt a wave of heat as though she stepped under a heating duct. Searching for the source she saw Mulder gazing down from the second floor observation room. He was clenching his jaw, she could tell even from that distance. She stared at him a moment letting his open affection wash through her, wishing he wouldn't watch, then walked straight through the garage into the intake area. Before the door to the garage closed, she glanced up again; Mulder had vanished. She wondered if she ever really saw him or if the damn belt so constricted her oxygen she hallucinated. Mulder, are you here? Now? "This way," said the guard behind her and nudged her to the left. Scully's sudden look into the observation room sent Mulder ducking behind a pillar. He hadn't meant for her to see him, but he wanted to catch a glimpse of her. He wished he hadn't. It maddened him for her to be weighted down, chained like that. Even worse, he felt tears of angry frustration rise in him that he could not burden her with. Her upturned face, searching the garage, then the room for him, looked the same. She seemed better. Mulder straightened his suit jacket and left for the second floor men's room. Scully sat in first floor receiving for almost an hour, presenting the very picture of forbearance she did not feel. She watched the marshals, jailers, and sheriffs shuffle paper, process other prisoners, and drink coffee. She presumed she was waiting to be called to reception, to the room where inmates could have visitors. The summons never came. She was almost relieved. It would be very difficult to speak to Mulder of mundane things right now. She let her mind wander. Hers would be the first hearing on the docket the next morning. She would wear her own clothes. Silk blouse, stockings, heels. Amazing that such a thing could lift her spirits. Wearing the clothes of a free woman, the person she was inside, in her head. She decided to practice what Zelda had taught her and discovered her cellmate was right: it was hard to learn but easy to forget. ********************* The conference room Scully had been led to by the court officer seemed out of the way. But it was large. Huge, in fact, compared to other lawyer/client cubbyholes she'd passed as a marshal led her down the hall. The federal marshal left her alone to wander around the room for a moment, gaze out the large window cover with a heavy mesh screen, touch the old wooden chairs. The room had no pictures or posters; the only thing worth looking at was the intricate design in the oversized ornate heating vent in the wall overhead. But, the room had been painted recently, Scully gave them points for that. Still, there was a musty odor that hung in the air. She walked around idly,listening to the rats scratching in the walls and vents, appreciating the feel of hose, heels, a skirt and blouse. Comfortable,businesslike clothes that hung loosely on her but suited Scully, fit her mood. Except for the handcuffs around her wrists she would almost imagine herself waiting to interview a suspect herself. She expected Byron Waters any moment and began reviewing the list of things she wanted him to relay to Mulder. So it surprised her to find Henry J.Donaldson standing in the doorway with the marshal. His briefcase dangled by one finger; he held nothing else in his hands. He regarded her as he would an old, trusted friend. "There you are! What are you doing up here?" Donaldson turned to the marshal. "I have to speak with this prisoner alone." "Sorry, Mr. Donaldson.." the marshal began. "Don't worry, John. I'll take full responsibility." Scully stood motionless. "Thank you, John." The marshal sighed and left the room with a glance back at Scully. She waited until the door closed before she said, "You've made them all think I'm an axe-murderer." "How do you know you're not?" Donaldson said. "Sir?" He gave her a pleasant smile. "Please.." He pulled out a chair and motioned for her to sit down. She approached warily, but took the seat he offered. He leaned against the arm to regard her. "I understand you've had a bad time of it. I'm sorry. However, your service is of the highest caliber. Rest assured you, Agent Mulder and the X-Files will work unmolested, under the protection of the Attorney General's office from now on." "Yes sir," Scully said. "So, I take it you've had some luck, then? What is the next target?" Scully's face grew hard. "I'd like to know something." Irritation flitted across Donaldson's face. "Certainly." "What happened to Zelda Deschamp's mother?" Donaldson grabbed her arm at the elbow and she felt his thumb pressing in on her. "Dana, that is not your errand," he said. She felt the tension go out of her limbs. She relaxed, then caught just the merest hint of something - cruelty, panic, self-satisfaction, pity -- behind those green eyes. "Dana Scully, you have an errand to run." She tried to push out of the chair. Her arms and legs refused to move. She closed her eyes and began the defensive exercise Zelda taught her, hoping she was not too late. The pull of his voice and her conditioned response dragged on her ability to focus. "Open your eyes, Dana." They fluttered without her consent. His voice came now from far away, wreathed in a bright, greenish light. He repeated her name over and over and she fought to keep from succumbing. "I'll take your oral report, Agent Scully." "Yes sir." "I congratulate you on your success. The next target?" She told him everything - time, date, place, people-- hearing the words come from a place deep within her mind. She concentrated on releasing the fear, the hate, the dread. "Agent Scully, your mission is almost complete. Your service is appreciated. As before, you will not recall this conversation." "Yes...sir." The words stumbled out of her mouth. Scully fixed on Mulder. She visualized his face, the touch of his hand on her shoulder, the crinkles along his cheeks when he grinned. She remembered his habit of chewing sunflower seeds, his boyish grin, his 2 a.m. telephone calls that woke her from a sound sleep and propelled her out of her world and into his. "Do you understand, Agent Scully?" "Sir.." "You will wipe this all from your memory. Tell me you understand your instructions." "I understand..." She focused on her mother: the texture of her hair against Scully's face when they hugged; the laughter when wind whipped it out of her mouth in winter; her quiet resolve that brooked no disagreement; her sweeping devotion to her daughter. Scully would want to know what happened to her mother. She had to ask something. For her mother, no, Zelda's mother. For Zelda. "Sgt. Amelia Peterson -- what happened to her?" The droning repetition of her name faltered. "Zelda is still searching." Donaldson gave a horrified, high-pitched squeal and backed into the conference table. He doubled up as though stricken with severe abdominal pains and collapsed across the table, groaning. He uttered a few moans of agony, fell into silence, then picked up a stammering chant of Scully's name again. "No-" Scully's eyes closed, gray clouds in pillowing puffs closed again. From somewhere door hinges screamed. "Are you alright?" Donaldson said as the marshal swung the door open. Waters stormed in behind him, his face a bright red. "What's going on here?" Waters said. "Just what the hell is going on?" He stared at Donaldson, then Scully. "You okay, Miss Scully?" "She looks sick," the marshal said. Waters flung his arms out in exasperation. "I repeat -- what the hell is going on here? Why is this man even in the same room with my client?" Donaldson waved his hand as if it were of no importance. "She said - she said she had information for me that could be vital in stopping a planned robbery of a federal facility. On behalf of the prosecutor I came to offer a reduced sentence in return for this information. I-I realize I was out of line speaking to her without her attorney, but as she used to be law enforcement..." "You bastard!" Scully breathed. Her nausea and headache nearly made it impossible to speak. She opened her eyes, fixed on a spot in the ceiling and began the mental gymnastics of thought and form that Zelda explained. "I don't believe the government should oppose an insanity defense, Mr. Waters. I find your client seriously disturbed!" "I think that's enough, Mr. Donaldson," Waters said. "Your actions thus far are grounds for censure - or even disbarment." "I'm not worried. But if you want to talk deal, let's talk." "Let's," said Scully, head swimming. "Vacate the plea. I want a trial on the original charges and an immediate bail hearing." Even Waters regarded her as insane. "Ah, Dana," he began. She stood, leaning on the table as close as she could get to him. She bore into his eyes with her own. "Let me go, Mr. Donaldson. Now. Tonight," she said. A sheen of perspiration appeared on Donaldson's forehead and upper lip. He swung his attention to Waters with a see-what-I-mean express on his face. "Down the hall for a moment," Donaldson said. "I took a chance, a big chance that might cost me my job. It-it, well, let me explain." "Step outside, Mr. Donaldson. Let me make certain my client is okay." Donaldson nodded to the marshal and they left. Waters threw his briefcase on the table, snapped it open and pulled out a white handkerchief. He handed it to Scully and said, "In case you sneeze or need it for something else. This room is, well, it's drafty." "Thank you," she said. "Can you stand alone?" She nodded, her breathing coming easier now and without headache or nausea. She felt better. "You'll need it if you stand near drafty vents," Waters said. "I'll be right back - as soon as I deal with Mr. Donaldson and I want a full report on what he said to you." Scully nodded, following his eyes as he stared at the heating vent in the far corner of the room. "I think you'll want to read some of these motions before I file them. I'll be back in, oh, six minutes," he said and swung his wrist up to check his watch. She stared at the door after he closed it behind him. What had happened? Donaldson could do what Zelda did. That much was clear to her now. Her stomach rolled and her head rumbled. Scully stumbled over to the heating vent and sat down under it. And Zelda or Zelda's mother's name caused a big reaction in Donaldson - had it or was that a dream? The marshal came back in to monitor her. "You okay? You look real pale," the marshal said. "You want a drink?" She nodded and put the handkerchief to her nose and mouth. The marshal handed her some water and that's when she heard the unmistakable thunk of the vent cover hitting the carpeted floor. She poured water into the handkerchief, dropped the glass, grabbed a breath and pressed the wet cloth to her face. Mulder. The marshal drew his weapon and looked up as a gas canister and fell onto the carpet. It was the last thing the marshal saw before he collapsed. Scully stood on a chair, dropped the handkerchief and made a jump for the lip of the vent. She caught the lower rim. Her hold slipped just as two familiar hands grabbed her. The cuffs pulled and tore at her wrists. The residue of the gas and bungled mind-meld left Scully disoriented; the world spun. Lying on his belly, arms outstretched, Mulder hooked his foot around the corner of the shaft for leverage and yanked her into the vent. Once she was inside he unhooked a mask off his belt and shoved it toward her. She slapped it over her mouth and began to breathe sweet oxygen. Mulder's eyes came into focus. She wanted to smile. He banged an elbow getting the handcuff keys out of his jumpsuit pocket. Mulder inched backwards into the main line of the vent shaft and she followed. The strain of their locomotion against the metal made the vents echo a plong, blonge noise. After the first short branch, they made better time - it was downhill. Scully crawled after him on her stomach, propelled by gravity and her elbows and knees. Mulder turned another corner and she started after him, but he stopped her and indicated another branch. She nodded to show she understood. She could see crinkles around the mouthpiece of his mask and understood he was smiling. She crawled away down the opposite shaft, flushed and breathing heavily. She didn't have far to go. The second vent cover she encountered had been loosened. She began to climb out. "Agent Scully!"